May

"If you can't find a friend... make one."

Director: Lucky McKee Year: 2003 Runtime: 93 min IMDb: ⭐ 6.6
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Synopsis

A socially awkward veterinary assistant with a lazy eye and obsession with perfection descends into depravity after developing a crush on a boy with perfect hands.

May Canady is a young woman working as a veterinary assistant. As a child, she endured bullying and ostracism due to her lazy eye; although her optometrist has fixed it via glasses and corrective lenses, May still struggles to connect with others socially in her adulthood. When May was a child, her mother made and gifted her a glass-encased doll named Suzie, giving her the advice "if you can't find a friend, make one" and instructing her to never remove Suzie from the case. As an adult, May maintains that Suzie is her only true friend. May becomes infatuated with a local mechanic named Adam, finding his hands especially attractive. She eventually introduces herself to him, and they begin to date. May's colleague, Polly, also shows an interest in her. One day, May remarks that Polly has a beautiful neck. During their flirtation, Polly gives May a cat named Loopy. May invites Adam to her apartment, where he shows her a short film, titled Jack and Jill, that he made while at university about two young lovers who go on a picnic and end up cannibalizing each other. May becomes aroused by the film. While passionately kissing, she bites Adam's lip, drawing blood. Disturbed, Adam abruptly leaves. Humiliated, May berates Suzie and shoves her into the cupboard. May begins volunteering at a day care center for blind children, where she takes a liking to a sullen young girl named Petey, who makes her a clay ashtray with May's name pressed into it. Feeling abandoned by Adam, May responds to Polly's advances and they start a relationship. May overhears Adam expressing disgust with her to his friends. Devastated, she visits Polly, but finds her with another woman named Ambrosia. At home, May seeks comfort from Loopy; when Loopy ignores her, May angrily throws Petey's ashtray at her, killing the cat and shattering the ashtray. May soon develops delusions that Suzie is talking to her. May takes Suzie to the day care center, introducing her to the children as her best friend. The children attempt to take Suzie out of her case despite May's protests, ultimately shattering the case, injuring themselves and May, and destroying the doll, much to May's distress. The following day, May meets a young punk and invites him to her house, where she notices and compliments a tattoo of Frankenstein's monster on his arm. Upon discovering Loopy's corpse in her freezer, he calls May a "freak". May breaks down and fatally stabs him in the head with scissors. After some contemplation, May determines that she needs "more parts". On Halloween, May, dressed in a homemade costume resembling Suzie, goes to Polly's house, where she slits Polly's throat with a pair of surgical scalpels and stabs Ambrosia in the temples. She then visits Adam and his new girlfriend, Hoop, at his house, murdering both of them with the scalpels. At home, she sculpts a life-sized patchwork doll out of the punk's arms, Polly's neck, Ambrosia's legs, Adam's hands, and Hoop's ears, using Loopy's fur as the hair. Using the shards of the ashtray to form an anagram, she names the doll "Amy". Realizing that Amy lacks eyes, May gouges out her lazy eye and places it into the doll's head. Shrieking in pain and bleeding, May repeatedly begs the doll to "see" her and collapses on the bed next to it. Her creation comes to life and caresses her face affectionately with Adam's hands, at which May smiles.

Summary adapted from TMDb and Wikipedia sources.

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Content Warnings

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a dog dies
spoiler There is also a story about a dog diying, in graph detail
someone is sexually assaulted
spoiler The guy was literally asleep when May came up and started touching his hand and placing it on her face. I don’t think this would be considered sexual assault, it wasn’t really sexual, but it’s still worth noting. Also the woman May knows from work does come on to her pretty strong.
animals are abused
spoiler A cat is killed
a cat dies
spoiler *spoiler* May tries to call Miss Kitty to comfort her but she hisses. So May throws the ashtray and you hear a thud. Then you can see the cats body and some blood. Eventually she regrets her decision and freezes the cat. Later in the movie they show the cat in the freezer but looks fake. No sounds.
a pet dies
spoiler someone’s cat gets killed
there's a dead animal
spoiler The dead body of a cat is shown multiple times.
a horse dies
Yes
an animal is sad
Yes
an animal dies
spoiler I have no idea why there is 50/50 opinion. It shows a character kill an animal, not implied or spoken about. I assume people who watched forgot what they saw. Do these people not remember the corpse?
an animal is abandoned
Yes
a child is abandoned by a parent or guardian
Yes
someone leaves without saying goodbye
Yes
there's child abuse
spoiler No, but a group of disabled children accidentally injure themselves with broken glass.
there's abusive parents
spoiler May's parents aren't explicitly abusive, but seemingly didn't treat her well. Her mother makes her feel bad about her lazy eye.
someone gets gaslighted
Yes
the abused becomes the abuser
Yes
someone is stalked
Yes
there's domestic violence
Yes
alcohol abuse
spoiler Characters get very drunk on halloween, but alcohol abuse is not a major theme in the movie.
someone uses drugs
spoiler No, there's no mention of any recreational drugs whatsoever. This question's not meant for cigarettes.
someone is held under water
Yes
someone's mouth is covered
Yes
there's eye mutilation
spoiler both at the very start and the very end.
there's excessive gore
Yes
there's body horror
spoiler body horror starts at around 1h 20min
there's finger/toe mutilation
Yes
there's amputation
Yes
someone asphyxiates
Yes
someone struggles to breathe
Yes
Someone becomes unconscious
Yes
there's shaving/cutting
Yes
someone is crushed to death
Yes
someone is stabbed
Yes
someone's throat is mutilated
spoiler at 1h 12min May slits the throat of someone
there's cannibalism
spoiler A short film made by May’s love interest features a couple graphically eating each other. Later May bites him and enjoys tasting the blood.
hands are damaged
Yes
there's decapitation
Yes
a non-human character dies
Yes
someone dies
Yes
a major character dies
Yes
the r-slur is used
spoiler A nurse calls a group of disabled children the R word
someone disabled played by able-bodied
Yes
A child's dear toy is destroyed
spoiler no but ~little spoiler~ a doll is destroyed in the whole movie
a parent dies
spoiler It is never revealed what exactly happened to May’s parents
someone cheats
spoiler Polly cheats on May. It is later revealed Polly is into open relationships but she never told May that.
there are jump scares
Yes
there are shower scenes
spoiler *spoiler * May is in the tub washing the body parts.
there are mannequins
spoiler no but there are alot of dolls (i know there not the same thing but they are similar)
there are razors
Yes
someone is eaten
Yes
There's audio gore
Yes
there's bisexual cheating
spoiler Nobody cheats. The MC gets jealous about someone she had sex with being with somebody else, but they aren't dating and no lies are involved.
there's live gunfire
Yes
a priceless artifact is destroyed
Yes
there's a hospital scene
spoiler may works at an animal hospital
needles/syringes are used
spoiler medical needles can briefly be seen on a table in the animal hospital, never zoomed in on or used though. sewing needles are used throughout, especially towards the end of the movie (around 1 hour and 20 minutes in there is a sewing montage)
someone dies by suicide
Yes
Someone attempts suicide
Yes
someone self harms
spoiler May is seen using a scalpel to slice and poke into her finger. She then tries it on the coworker for fun.
Autism specific abuse
spoiler Not necessarily, see ableism note
autism is misrepresented
Yes
there's misophonia
spoiler There is a part where a guy is eating Jujubes (the candy) the chewing is brief. I can’t remember other specific instances, but I have a feeling there are more parts where people chew while eating food.
someone suffers from PTSD
Yes
reality is unstable or unhinged
Yes
there's body dysmorphia
spoiler People seem torn on this one. If you consider her eye as part of her body, she is extremely self conscious about it and goes to great lengths to hide it. Nowhere does it specifically say she has BD, though, but I’d say yes. BD: “A mental illness involving obsessive focus on a perceived flaw in appearance.”
there's dissociation, depersonalization, or derealization
Yes
someone has an anxiety attack
spoiler I'd argue it's closer to an autistic meltdown, but the depiction is very similar to an anxiety or panic attack and may be difficult to watch without feeling panicky.
there's body dysphoria
Yes
someone has a mental illness
Yes
someone has a meltdown
Yes
a mentally ill person is violent
Yes
shaky cam is used
Yes
there's flashing lights or images
spoiler Briefly, 57 mins in flashing images
there are sudden loud noises
spoiler the movie opens with a very sudden loud scream
there's screaming
spoiler the movie opens with a loud and sudden scream, this is heard later again towards the end
there is obscene language/gestures
Yes
someone is watched without knowing
Yes
there's ableist language or behavior
spoiler May is autistic coded and consistently called a freak, weirdo, and laughed at. There are some disabled children who are called mutiple disability slurs by the daycare receptionist.
an LGBT person dies
spoiler yeah but not in like a homophobic way. everyone’s killed equally. love wins
a minority is misrepresented
Yes
someone speaks hate speech
Yes
there is sexual content
Yes
someone is sexually objectified
Yes
there's BDSM
Yes
someone loses their virginity
Yes
the ending is sad
spoiler Bittersweet, in a demented way…
there's blood/gore
Yes

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